Sunday, August 28, 2005

Kerna Sayang

Tiap kali kau berlari ku fikirkan..
hanya engkau yg ku idamkan
tak pernah pula kau bercerita..
siang mlm kau menderita
jangan dibiarkan perasaan mengawal hati
jangan dibiarkan semuanya berlalu pergi

walaupun di sini ku tetap berdiri
ku mengundang kasih
walaupun sendiri kutetapkan kembali
agar kita akan bersama

C/O
jgn pulangkan kerinduan
tiap kali kau berjauhan
tidak mudah ku melupakan.. kerna sayang
kali pertama di pandangan
buat ku terbang di awangan
jangan pulangkan kerinduan.. kerna sayang

engkau memungkiri janji.. bukan aku
engkau yg melupakannya.. bukan aku
hanya aku yg impikan.. agar kita berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu
tapi itu semuanya kenangan.. yg tinggal hanya perasaan
dlm doaku hanya ingin selalu di samping mu.. oh pulanglah

seringkali ku mengenangkan mu
siang..mlm.. ku doakan kebahagiaan mu
yg ku pinta hanyalah.. tulus hatimu..
ada kau balas kerinduan ku

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Grey's Anatomy

Sounds like an anatomy book huh? So medical students, this is the recomended TV siries from me.For whom who ambitious enough to be a surgeon.

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Meet Meredith Grey. She's a woman trying to lead a real life while doing a job that makes having a real life impossible.

Meredith is a first year surgical intern at Seattle Grace Hospital, the toughest surgical residency program west of Harvard. She and fellow first-year interns Cristina Yang, Izzie Stevens, George O'Malley and Alex Karev were students yesterday. Today they're doctors and, in a world where on the job training can be a matter of life and death, they're all juggling the ups and downs of their own personal lives.

The five interns struggle to form friendships in this most stressful and competitive atmosphere. Meredith's medical ambition is overshadowed by a troubling secret: Her mother, a noted pioneering surgeon, is struggling with a tragic and devastating illness. Cristina is a study in contradiction; highly competitive and driven, she eschews any favors in order to make it on her own. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens is the small-town girl who grew up dirt poor and, in spite of paying for her medical career by modeling, still struggles with her self-esteem. George O'Malley is the warm but insecure boy next door who always manages to do or say the wrong thing at the wrong time. In spite of his attraction to women, he's treated as "just one of the girls." And Alex Karev, the intern the other interns love to have, masks his working class roots with arrogance and ambition.

The interns are guided by an established team of doctors who are determined to shape them into skilled surgeons or break them: Miranda Bailey, a senior resident responsible for training them, is so tough that she's nicknamed "The Nazi." Derek Shepherd is the flirtatious but very capable surgeon who shares a forbidden but undeniable sexual attraction with Meredith. Preston Burke's arrogance is second only to his skill with a scalpel. Overseeing them all is Dr. Richard Webber, Seattle Grace's paternal, but no-nonsense chief of surgery.

Grey's Anatomy focuses on young people struggling to be doctors and doctors struggling to stay human. It's the drama and intensity of medical training mixed with the funny, sexy, painful lives of interns who are about to discover that neither medicine nor relationships can be defined in black and white. Real life only comes in shades of grey.

Grey's Anatomy stars Ellen Pompeo as Meredith Grey, Patrick Dempsey as Derek Shepherd, Sandra Oh as Cristina Yang, Isaiah Washington as Preston Burke, Katherine Heigl as Isobel "Izzie" Stevens, Justin Chambers as Alex Karev, T.R. Knight as George O'Malley, Chandra Wilson as Miranda Bailey and James Pickens, Jr. as Richard Webber.

Shonda Rhimes (Introducing Dorothy Dandridge) is creator and executive producer. Mark Gordon (Saving Private Ryan), Betsy Beers (200 Cigarettes) and Jim Parriott (The American Embassy) are executive producers. Peter Horton is co-executive producer. Grey's Anatomy is a Touchstone Television Production.

Empathy: Lost or Found in Medical Education?

I found this on Medscape Website,interesting.So try to read it.

Written By: Sonal Singh, MD

An Intensive Care Unit in Kathmandu, Nepal
I sat outside the doors of an intensive care unit (ICU) of a tertiary care center in Kathmandu, Nepal, on a cold morning. My relatives had invited me, a resident-physician from the United States, to assist in taking care of their loved one. I noticed an elderly woman crying nearby. Her son had died on his way to the hospital. The exact circumstances surrounding his death were unknown, but he was only 17 years old. She was crying because she could not afford to pay for his funeral. People had gathered around her, and someone proposed to hire a taxi to take the body to the funeral pyre. The taxi would cost approximately US $25. Everyone from the crowd contributed spontaneously, but the collected money fell short of the required sum. I tried to avoid the mother's tearful eyes, but I caught a glimpse of the body of her dead son. My lavish lunch for later seemed out of place, and I gave the remaining sum. As the driver hauled the crying mother and the corpse away, I was reminded that these incidents were a part of everyday life in this part of the world. Plagued by decades of poverty and a recent political insurgency, the poor spend all of their savings trying to access high-priced medical care for their loved ones, including those who have died, often to no avail.
An ICU in the United States
I flew back to the United States the next day and returned to the grueling life of residency. Earlier in my residency, I had taken care of an elderly, non-English-speaking Bosnian woman who had immigrated to the United States a year prior to our meeting. She was admitted to the ICU with respiratory failure and worsening pneumonia. She had no prior hospitalizations. Our communication about her complex care was limited to telephone conversations with her adolescent granddaughter, the only English-speaking member of the family. She improved medically with intravenous antibiotics and respiratory support but became increasingly confused, agitated, and tearful and wanted to leave the hospital despite our efforts to convince her that it would be medically unadvisable. We were puzzled by her behavior. We tried to use a telephonic interpreter's service only to discover that she had never used a phone in her life. We showed her how to use the phone. Later, I discovered that holding her hand and sitting down with her for a few minutes would calm her down. She recovered well and was discharged home. Initially, the team had done all the medically appropriate interventions, but we did not make an effort to communicate with her except for brief phone calls to her granddaughter. Perhaps it was the language barrier. Perhaps we were too busy to do it.
Forced to Reflect
These seemingly unrelated incidents thousands of miles apart raised questions. Did I lack empathy? Had my sensitivities dulled from years of rigorous medical training? I wondered whether there was a similar decline in empathy extending to other aspects of my life. Was my experience an isolated one, or did my colleagues face similar dilemmas? The answers to these questions surprised me.
Sympathy vs Empathy
We enter medical school with a desire to care for people in need. The challenges we face during clinical training can lead us to become less empathic and more detached from our patients. Derived from the Greek (em-into, pathos-feeling), empathy in the context of healthcare is "a cognitive attribute, which involves an understanding of the inner experiences and perspectives of the patient as a separate individual, combined with a capability to communicate this understanding to the patient.[1]" Although empathy and sympathy are used interchangeably in the context of physician-patient relationships, there are subtle differences.[1] Empathy is the process of developing rapport through the ability to intuit another person's feelings and read nonverbal cues. Whereas sympathy, according to the American Heritage Dictionary, is "a relationship or an affinity between a person in which whatever affects one correspondingly affects the other.[2]" Thus, empathy is "feeling with," whereas sympathy is "feeling into." However, empathy does not imply feeling sorry for our patients. Indeed, many patients respond negatively to sympathy and being "pitied."
The Decline of Empathy in Medical Training
Studies report that empathy declines among medical students[3] as well as residents.[4] Hojat and coworkers[3] examined changes in empathy in a class of third-year medical students. Using a validated questionnaire, the Jefferson Scale of Physician Empathy (JSPE), they demonstrated a small, but clinically significant reduction in total empathy score over the course of that year.[3] Similarly, Bellini and Shea[4] used a different measure of empathy, the Interpersonal Reactivity Index (IRI), of 60 residents at 6 time points during their internal medicine residency training. The IRI scores showed a decline in empathic concern that persisted through residency.[4]
There are several reasons for this decline in empathy. Current medical education emphasizes detachment and objective clinical neutrality,[5] and places greater emphasis on technologic rather than humanistic aspects of medicine.[6] A lack of role models, educational experiences, and the development of a sense of being part of a privileged group (elitism) are among the factors that may contribute to a decline in empathy during medical education.[6,7] Increased student and resident numbers at a time of shrinking resources, focus on research at the expense of teaching and learning, managed care, increased litigation, and defensive medicine may all affect the learning environment.[8]
Does Empathy Really Matter?
The positive role of empathy in doctor-patient relationships and patient outcomes is well known. Empathic trainees emphasize the contribution of psychosocial factors in health and illness[9,10] They may be more receptive to the biopsychosocial rather than the biomedical model of disease.[10] Empathy is also relevant to clinical performance because empathy scores were positively associated with ratings of clinical competence in core clinical clerkships.[11]
Can Empathy Be Learned?
Although research findings on the effects of educational remedies to promote empathy are inconclusive, the majority of these studies report a positive result from targeted empathy training.[3] Feighny and colleagues[12] found that training in the early years of medical school enhances behavioral empathy among students and improves their communication skills. Wilkes and coworkers[13] reported an increase in medical students' empathy when they had their own personal hospitalization experiences. On the other hand, Markham[14] reported that a behavioral science course in medical school did not change students' orientations toward the patient as a person. These inconsistent results may be due to the nonspecific measure of empathy used in different studies or a lack of specificity in educational objectives.
Can Empathy Be Learned?
Although research findings on the effects of educational remedies to promote empathy are inconclusive, the majority of these studies report a positive result from targeted empathy training.[3] Feighny and colleagues[12] found that training in the early years of medical school enhances behavioral empathy among students and improves their communication skills. Wilkes and coworkers[13] reported an increase in medical students' empathy when they had their own personal hospitalization experiences. On the other hand, Markham[14] reported that a behavioral science course in medical school did not change students' orientations toward the patient as a person. These inconsistent results may be due to the nonspecific measure of empathy used in different studies or a lack of specificity in educational objectives.

Friday, August 26, 2005

The Ultimate Warrior

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Happy Burfday

Hmm late celebration, anyway happy burfday to Shahirah, Hui Sze, Suhaili.Thanx for blanje us all....
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Thursday, August 18, 2005

Fail....Things I don't Want to Hear

Exam, things you have to face. At the end the results? You fail or you pass.Thats the problems i'm facing now. Medical course its not that easy or not that hard. But the subjective marks given by the examiners. Onceyou enter the examination hall, everythings begins.Dou you prepare? Enough practice or not?Everything depend on you. Confidence is important in facing the situation add with your knowledge.
In my situation, lack of situation plus lack of knwoledge plus not confidence = FAIL. That's whats dissapoting me, i'm very suprise at the end of clinical exam i saw the examiner stated wriiten FAIL on the marks paper. Evrything vanish, is stood there with the exprensionless feeling and regreting what did i saw. The examiner said it was dissapointing for him to see me like this. Its like the first time you were touhght to do such Physical Examination.
The case was a CARDIOVASCULAR Examination, It stated well for me, with the general inspections is clear.Then move to hands wxamination where i fail to elicit the bounding pulse and collapsing pulse.HAh, the examiner cought me once.then move to the Palpating the chest, again i miss to appreciate the kind of Apex beat felt.My answer was tapping, but the true answer is heaving apex beat or trusting. Auscultation, the critical part, where at first i doit properly and suddenly i forgot to do the Aortic Regurge MAnouver which suddenly changes everything, the examiner stated to be very angry and then my finding on ausculatation fail to hear what is it...its early diastolic murmurs. DAMN!...
Then i saw him writing the marks and the note beside it ...FAIL....this is the first time i saw..and the further questions asked...i stood there can't think anything ...
I FAIL......

Thursday, August 04, 2005

How To Evaluate Bleeding Disorder

Spontaneous, or excessive post-traumatic (immediate or delayed) bleeding may be an indication of a localized pathological process or a disorder of the hemostatic process.

Accurate diagnosis and treatment of patients with bleeding requires some basic understanding of the pathophysiology of hemostasis. The process is divided into primary and secondary components

1.Primary hemostasis is formation of platelet plug at sites of injury and occurs within seconds of injury
2.Secondary hemostasis describes the coagulation system, which result in fibrin formation. It requires several minutes to complete. The fibrin strands strengthen the hemostatic platelet plug. This process is particularly important in bleeding originating from large vessels and in preventing recurrent bleeding hours or days after the initial injury

Bleeding disorders can thus be categorized into three groups:

1.disorders of platelet function or number
2.disorders of clotting factors
3.combination of the above

History And Physical Examination
The evaluation of the bleeding patient should primarily be focused on the following:

-Is the patient bleeding? Surrogate markers of bleeding (such as a declining hemoglobin) are often subject to misinterpretation. Hence deciding whether the patient is bleeding or not should not be solely based on a declining hemoglobin or sudden hypotension. Hemolysis or hemodilution represent other causes of a decline in hemoglobin
-If bleeding is suspected; identify the site and severity, duration of bleeding and clinical setting.
-Mucocutaneous bleeding suggests a platelet disorder. It includes petechiae, ecchymoses, epistaxis, and genitourinary and gastrointestinal bleeding.
-Bleeding into potential spaces (joints, fascial planes, retroperitoneum) suggests a coagulation factor deficiency.
-Bleeding from multiple sites in hospitalized patients can be seen with disseminated intravascular coagulation (DIC) or Thrombotic Thrombocytopenic Purpura (TTP).


A complete history should include the following elements
-A history of human immunodeficiency virus (HIV), liver or kidney disease, or malabsorption is often helpful
-A medication history with particular attention to anticoagulants, nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs), oral contraceptives, antibiotics, ethanol, and dietary vitamin K and vitamin C.
-The response to past hemostatic challenge such as trauma, tooth extraction, pregnancy, surgery, sports, and menstruation.
-A family history for bleeding disorders may be helpful for the assessment of pathologic bleeding
-The clinical setting of the bleeding patient
-Acute massive mucocutaneous bleeding in an individual previously without symptoms should suggest immune thrombocytopenic purpura (ITP).
-Massive bruising and oozing from multiple sites in otherwise asymptomatic individuals could suggest accidental warfarin ingestion, or acquired factor VIII inhibitors (particularly in older individuals).
-Postoperative bleeding at a surgical site is usually related to a local surgical problem.

Physical examination should focus on identifying signs of bleeding (petechiae, mucosal bleeding, soft tissue bleeding and ecchymoses) as well as signs of systemic disease.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Gol & Gincu - Adakah Cinta Satu Permainan?

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Bolehkah Ratu Fesyen bertukar menjadi Wirawati Padang?
PUTRI bertekad untuk menawan kembali EDDY, bekas teman lelakinya yang memang gilakan futsal. Namun, ianya bukanlah semudah yang disangka. Pasukan yang ditubuhkan Putri memang bermasalah, dan nyata sekali bukan tandingan bagi pasukan SHASHA, Ratu Futsal dan teman baru Eddy…
Dalam cabaran dan kekusutan ini, bolehkah Putri mencari kekuatan juara dalam dirinya?

Soundtrack
Lagu baru daripada Ella, Radhi (OAG), Juwita Suwito dan artis-artis lain!

Teruja - Ella
Generasiku - Radhi OAG
Bagaikan Puteri - Zarina AF2
Number One - Skye Sweetnam
Girl - Frequency Cannon
Beautiful Lies - Juwita Suwito
Tangled Up in Me - Skye Sweetnam
Not My Problem - Jason Lo
Without A Cause - Pop Shuvit
Tiada Ertinya - Nur Fatima
Another You - Cromok
Crumbs - Disagree
Mating Season - Butterfingers
Rise & Fall - Jason Lo
Fame & Glory - Frequency Cannon
Percaya Diriku - Ella

Favorite Song
Teruja - Ella
Produced & Arranged by Anton Morgan
Recorded at Two AM Music Studios
Written by Anton Morgan (Two AM)
Lyrics by Loloq (Luncai Emas) /
Allie Morgan (Two AM)
Mix by Greg Henderson / Nik Lee
Lyrics by Loloq / Allie Morgan

Selepas tangis
Ilham pun mengintai
Melontar kata
Buat aku terfikir

Selepas hujan
Hari nampak berseri
Menggilap cermin hidup
Buat aku sedar

Harus bangkit semula
Sampai hatimu memandangmu (Teruja)
Baru kau tahu tinggi langit
Dicabar cinta (Teruja)

Belaian angin
Bisa jadi ribut
Halus budi wanita
Bisa jadi keras

Bagai gelora
Merubah sempadan
Aku merintis
Dunia baru

Help Me With My Case... Plizz

Mr. XXX, 54 years old Malay man and self employed. Know to have hypertension and ischemic heart disease since last year, admitted complaining of right-sided weakness one day prior to admission. He also complaint of headache and numbness, difficulty to swallow and aphasia. Past history indicate he had also experience left sided weakness last year which subside after had traditional medication. He was on Perindopril, Carvidelol and Lovastatin and he was not compliant to the medication. No family history of similar illness, no history of smoking and alcohol consumption.
Physical examination reveal blood pressure was high with 190 / 122, pulse rate 98 beats per minutes, and respiratory rate 36 breath per minute. Cranial nerves examination reveal facial (VII) cranial nerve lower motor neuron lesion , which is loss of nasolabial fold and wrinkle on right side, vagus (X) cranial nerves weakness with no gag reflex and Hypoglossal (XII) cranial nerves abnormalities with the tongue deviated to the right. Other neurological examination shows reduced tone of right upper and lower limb, power grade 0/5 of right upper and lower limb, and negative Babinski sign.
On investigation the Electrocardiography shows an ST elevation on V2 – V3, lipid profile with abnormal result of cholesterol, triglycerides, HDL and LDL level, Urea and electrolyte investigation shows raised in chloride level, and Computed Tomography of brain shows hypo dense on the thalamic area.

So What Do You Think The Diagnosis Is? and why ?

Strokes

Definition:
A focal neurological deficit that occur for more than 24 hours as aresult of a vascular lesion.
Complete strokes = Neurological deficit had reach its maximum

Classification of strokes
1)Strokes in evolution - strokes which the sign and synptoms are getting worst usually with in 24 hour time of onset
2)Minor Strokes - patient recover without any significant neurological deficit
3)Transient Ischemic Attack - focal neurological deficit that occur less than 24 hours

type Of Strokes
1) Cerebral Infarction
a) Embolic
- atheromatous plaque
- Septic emboli ( from vegitation of the I.E)
- mural thrombus ( from post myocardial infarction)
- Atrial Fibrillation

b) Thrombosis
- Atheromatous plaque in major cerebral vessel

c) Rare Condition
- Meningovascular syphilis
- Vasculitis e.g SLE
- Hypotension (BP <75mmhg)

2)Cerebral Haemorrhage
a) Hypertension
b) Microaneurysmal Rupture


Risk factor
1. Obesity
2. Smoking
3. OCP containing oestrogen
4. Diabetes Mellitus
5. Hypertension
6. Polycythemia
7. alcohol
8. Hyperlipidemia

Clinical features
1. Cerebral Hemisphere Infarction
Presented with - contralateral hemiparesis, hemiplegia, Uppermotor nueron lesion and Hemianopia
Initially, hypotonia with hyperreflexia, and hemiplegia then changes towards Hemiplegia, hyperreflexia, ang positive babinski sign (all feat of UMNL)

* Occlusion of main trunk of Middle cerebral Arteries

2. Lacunar Infarct
Small Infarct
Localize deficit of Pure Motor and Sensory Strokes

3. Brainstem Infarction
a) Ipsilateral Cranial Nerves Palsy
b) Contralateral Long tract lesion
- Hemiplegia - hyperreplexia, positive babinski sign,
- hemisensory loss

Cortical Lesion

Cortical lesion manifestation understanding.
It affecting few components
1) Dominant Hemisphere
2) Non-dominant Hemisphere
3) Motor
4) Sensory
5) Visual Function

Dominant Hemishere
- Aphasia --> dificulty in language function, speech, writing

Non-dominant Hemisphere
- Visual Spatial Problem --> geographical Aphasia
- Dressing Apraxia
- Constructional Apraxia

Motor

i)Cortical
- incomplete hemiparesis - arm & face

ii)Sub-cortical
- complete hemiparesis - arm, face & legs

Sensory

i)Cortical
- preception rivarly
- graphestasia
- sterioegnosis
- 2 point descrimination

ii)Sub-cortical
- loss of all primary modalities

Visual

i)cortical dysfunction
- no visual field defect

ii)subcortical
- homonymos hemianopia

Brainstem Manifestation

Brainstem condition such as haemorrhage and infarction may manifest as:
1) Ipsilateral Cranial Nerves Palsy
2) Contralateral Long tract
a) Hemiplegia - Spastic, positive babinski sign, hyperreflexia
b) Hemisensory loss